I talked to my brother. He gave me my answer and told me to just go with that if I feel its right. I trust him because I've seen what hes been througha nd it is exactly what I've been through.
He told me that I can go back with her if I want to but do nto get attached, dont act like its the same, and always be on the look out for something better. He said play the field a little because getting serious like he did at an early age was not a good idea. I think im going to go with that.