my life story... sorta

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First of all, I guess since everyone has been posting about their life and past / present suicidal tendecies, I may as well too. Probably later tonight if I am not too tired (been working from 6am - 3pm lately... ).
Secondly, if you planned on killing yourself only because kids are making fun of you, then... Wow, is all I have to say about that. I understand you were young and immature, but still...
Third, never take shit from anyone, and that goes for everyone. Dont be anyone's little bitch. Then everyone'll see and sooner or later you'll be everyone's little bitch. Take a black eye other than years of emotional torture.
Fourth...Good to hear you're doing better, I am a recent "recovery" as well. Most people dont appreciate life because they never hit rock bottom as I have (and you too, I guess, along with several others), so they assume that their current lifestyle is rock bottom. I just hope when they finally do hit it, they can look up, and not into the barrel of a gun.

My only reason to keep living is weight lifting..........I dont care anymore, i found that weight lfiting keeps my mind and body busy so i dont get suicidal, even though sometimes i just wish i could go to sleep and never wake up

My only reason to keep living is weight lifting..........I dont care anymore, i found that weight lfiting keeps my mind and body busy so i dont get suicidal, even though sometimes i just wish i could go to sleep and never wake up

basketball and lifting weights always takes my mind off of things 2...lol

My reason for living is for the others around me. If people didn't care if I died, I would have no problem just ending.

It is repsonsibility that drives me. My mom, brother, and all my family and friends would go through hell for a long time if I died. I couldnt... do that. I was gonna say I couldn't live with that, but than... you know... I would be dead anyways. I guess I can't let THEM live like that.

What DFD says is right. I'm not exactly a tough guy but I don't take shit from people, I'd rather get into a fight and get beat (and have, didn't really get beat too much but they stopped messing with me because I scared the shit out of them, it's a long story but it's hilarious, involves plastic utensils) than be someone's bitch to his butch.

im not really afraid of anyone, seeing im probablly the biggest 6th grade guy, besides all the mexican dudes that can from like panama and shit that ate everything and now they come here and think their the shit until' i kick their ass...

im not bragging or anything its just , its true, you know when you can REALLY kick somones ass and they think you cant, but then its funny to watch your friends watch you beat the shit out of them becuase its just so exciting to make somone else besides yourself bleed, thats probablly why i like life so much...

Also my brother is like the strongest person i know, he can pretty much bench 200 give or take 3-5 lbs... and anyone older then me that wants to fuck with me, i just get their names, and how old they are, and shabam, no more problems...

heh...200 is NOTHING...i know prolly 3-4 ppl that do 400+

My Father can do 380, I can only do like... 290 now.

Fuck, in this modern age, there is no excuse to let people bother/tease you... Since you're not gonna do anything about it (as in stand up for yourself) then sue them! You now have the power to say w/e the fuck you want, and make a lawsuit of it... "Emotional Stress" Blah blah, w/e, if you win, their family is poor, or at least have to go through counceling and you have literally pwnd them. Or come to school and shoot them .

eh, my brother is only 15, and he started benching in our very own home, without a bench, we couldnt afford one, so i made a little cot on the floor, he got his bar out, his weights, and i spotted him... just like that

now we have a bench, but he put it together shittily , so any sudden movements and it will fall and crash to your death, luckily i stopped benching, becuase i found out my brother was trying to hide the fact he cant put benches together, so if i lift the seat up, the WHOLE thing falls apart(serious)

Just wondering, wha tis the point of putting your life story on forums when you know that people will mock you for it at a later point in time.

Damn D3V. To my surprise i actualy read that whole thing. Real glad to see your doin better now man.

too bad u had to move mj.... im getting flabby over here without ur weights, well i have always been but im getting worse than i was lol. and now u have nothing to take your mind off of and ur slowly dying over there it seems

Thanks man, Actually, Life has been quite good latley. Its weird, things can change so fast. I don't take ANY shit anymore, as you can see on these forums, my attitude has changed drastically, After I hit puberty things changed, I didn't actually hit it till mid 8th grade, (young for the grade) and It changed up intil now, Now I'm a shittalker, . I started to lift weights and I joined the football team and track, Everything is going good now.

My advice: Don't take shit (as you've said) Make good friends with everyone you can, Don't let stuff get to you, make yourself better than it and beat it with success.

I wish I lived in medievalt imes where i could just go up to someone and for no reason kill them.........sucks that if you fight anywhere now you get arrested.....damn cops, damn US, damn world..

I went after some bald motherfucker with a knive, but was pulled off by a bunch of people, they took the knive, I kicked his ass, my brother pistol whipped him. I was brought in for questioning, for about an hour and a half, then went home. My brother got a misdemeanor. So that isn't exactly true, is it, Hades-Knight?
Oh, and I told the detective the whole thing with the knive.

why all of the sudden is everyone on here talking about suicide

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.

even though sometimes i just wish i could go to sleep and never wake up

That would be me....life sucks....bad