My reason for living is for the others around me. If people didn't care if I died, I would have no problem just ending.

It is repsonsibility that drives me. My mom, brother, and all my family and friends would go through hell for a long time if I died. I couldnt... do that. I was gonna say I couldn't live with that, but than... you know... I would be dead anyways. I guess I can't let THEM live like that.