First of all, I guess since everyone has been posting about their life and past / present suicidal tendecies, I may as well too. Probably later tonight if I am not too tired (been working from 6am - 3pm lately...
).
Secondly, if you planned on killing yourself only because kids are making fun of you, then... Wow, is all I have to say about that. I understand you were young and immature, but still...
Third,
never take shit from
anyone, and that goes for everyone. Dont be anyone's little bitch. Then everyone'll see and sooner or later you'll be everyone's little bitch. Take a black eye other than years of emotional torture.
Fourth...Good to hear you're doing better, I am a recent "recovery" as well. Most people dont appreciate life because they never hit rock bottom as I have (and you too, I guess, along with several others), so they assume that their current lifestyle is rock bottom. I just hope when they finally do hit it, they can look up, and not into the barrel of a gun.