I think it's time to give up, now.

I suppose I'll commit suicide. Are there any slow, not-so-painful was to do it? I want to go unnoticed, until the last minute, and maybe have the chance to change my mind, so I don't want anything instant, like weapons or drinking a thing of bleach. Starving would be noticed, as well, as I simply like to eat, and everyone I know likes to cook. I'm considering continuous food poisoning. I'm not able to be talked out of this, so if you attempt that, I'll simply ask /b/ or some fuckers on Gaia.

You're an idiot.

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Having had my severe highs and lows with manic depression, the thought of suicide does bounce around in my brain. It's like an unwanted house guest; it should leave and never come back. The single most selfish act that one could do. All you are doing is looking for attention. Find something with a relatively high LD50 and ingest half of that amount over a period of time. I guarantee it will be a slow and painful death. Moron.