Would you ever choose to be a host?

They aren't suicidal. Their memory is genetic. The queen who spawned them was a 'good guy' who created them to fight against their evil counter parts. Sure they CAN take complete control, but it's against their highest law.

Oddly enough, I'd want to ......

Wait, if you can observe everything the parasite does but can't do anything about it, what if the parasite takes control and starts jacking off? I mean, it would be like getting a handjob from your point of view right??

Ya but would you feel it is the question.

Its a pure symbiotic relationship. What the host feels the parasite feels and vice versa.

They aren't suicidal. Their memory is genetic. The queen who spawned them was a 'good guy' who created them to fight against their evil counter parts. Sure they CAN take complete control, but it's against their highest law. Oddly enough, I'd want to ......

Nothing odd about it, I'd do it if Nikki would agree to doing it as well, only because I don't really wanna live a long time and her not.

Uh huh.