Smoking, childcare, and ruining one's relationship with a threesome

This is to me exactly like kaneda is, except he's claiming that he doesn't want to "fool around anymore"....an up until las year he didn't.

As far as smoking cigs...I quit as soon as i found out i was pgt, and then when I was like 8 mos. I smoked for a few weeks until I got over what was happening to me. I've always been a little co-dependant on something...and I'm really trying to break that because its AWFUL and I don't want her to be like this.

AND...its not like I'd be throwing some crazy parties or something, I have like 3 friends outside kaneda. And, I'm pretty sure I already said I'm not into the party scene.