I dont know what to do.

For once, this story isnt about how i'm sad about some girl. It does include the same girl, but this time she's the one im worried about hurting.

Lauren (we'll use the common pro-noun, 'her') and Derek, a really good friend of mine were dating(only bcus i hooked them up). They broke up. Then i get all this info about how lauren's 'obsessed' with me. Here's some quotes she said to Derek(they r good close friends now)

"He likes more prep-type girls right? I want to 2 more prep(shes like the 'punk' type). I want to be nick's perfect girl. I want to do whatever to make him love me."

or how about we were at lunch and i was sitting 2 tables away from her with my home-niggaz and she told her friends(girls)

"I can hear his voice from over here 'oh my god'"


The thing is, i told some friends im gona ask her out tomorrow.

Guess what happened tonight? I went to jennas, me and jenna gots some history too, we've almost done everything but sex, but me and her didnt do nothin tonight. Her friend Julia came over. So, me and Julia layed together for a while, i had my hands on her and then eventually went under her shirt then she hinted that she wanted me to go down her pants and i did but thats besides the point entirely... So anyways to make a long story short, If i go out with lauren, that means Jenna and Julia will maybe not be again for me. She thinks im gona ask her out tomorrow cus we're going to the movies, and I told her "i have something really important to ask you", i told her that when I actually wanted to go out with her though. This was before tonight, and before I asked her to the movies and she said that she'd rather go to the dance with her friend Courtney. Totally blew me out of the water, becuase usually you do stuff with the person you are trying to impresss. Also, yesterday she was freaking me out too saying all that stuff how she wants to change for me. I've gone pretty far with her but it seems the more I hang out with other girls the more it seems like nothing even happened between us.

I seriously dont know what to do. Any suggestions would be quite helpful.