My dog,

well... hmm i just felt like posting about this...

My mom just called the animal vets or somethin to come pick up one of my dogs because she is sick or just getting old. She has been blind for 2 weeks now... and cant get herself up to even walk now. I was out with her a second ago and she woke up.. tried to get up after she heard my voice but she couldent... i tried to say goodbye in anyway i could... gah im so sad right now...

Dogs name was Katara, she was part wolf and part siberian husky. She was the 'outside' dog, because we also have a little white dog that stays inside. We let her inside the last couple weeks and she seems to enjoy the cooler temperatures and would just sit there. I rember yelled at her just a week ago for leaving the kitchen because she had so much hair... Gah im such an asshole... I nearly never spent time with her the last 4 years mostly because she was always outside... i spent my time on the other dog and now im just so pissed at myself because i diddnt spend the time i know is hould of...

Right now... i dont really belive in an afterlife, so this i guess is harder for me then it would be if i did... Gah i cant stand it... Just yesterday she was walkin around a bit now she cant control herself at all or eat. When i go out there she wakes up a bit to just kinda blindly stare in my direction with this really sad face and i just...

My other dog is Whining right in front of me... hes crying i guess he knows... either he senses im sad or he knows somethin bad is going on...

*sigh* i dont know what the other dogs gonna do...

ok well the people just pulled in =x im not going back out there..

I got ONE picture of the 2 dogs together thats it...I had 2 dogs that passed away before this one but we diddnt put them to sleep they died ... in the yard or on the porch. This dog is the puppy of my other 2 dogs and ive known her the longest.

I dunno, i dont remeber the last time ive felt like this , all sad... hmm the other dog is now barking at the people taking his.. friend..

Well i think ill stop now... Just wanted to write about this for some reason..

My dog is really old and is gonna die soon too. But I have had him for 9 years. That sucks though.

I already told you this, but in case anything is experiencing something similar:

Think about what you have, instead of what you've lost. Life and death are natural, and death will come into every single person's life at least once.

true, true

Originally posted by Chruser I already told you this, but in case anything is experiencing something similar: Think about what you have, instead of what you've lost. Life and death are natural, and death will come into every single person's life at least once.

Once only if life was so generous I had an aunt tooken away who was like my mom a cousin and 2 grandma's in the past 4 years...

hey penguin don't be so sad even though you don't belive in an afterlife maybe the dog does and even if it don't exist atleast it won't have to go through all the pain it was dealing with I have experinced this quite a few times in my life. I once had a puppy that was so used to being with me all the time that when I left to goto school it hopped the fence and started following me this happened for a while and we tried everything to raise the fence higher get a invisible fence thing but no matter wut the dog just tried hard to get to me the more pain it went through so eventually I just turned the things all off and let it follow me then I would lock it up inside untill one day it got out and got hit, kinda a sorry things about attatchments there good to have the love but bad to have the emotions. All people are the same as you we don't know what we have til we lost it and regret everything that we have ever done wrong to it, but you should be happy knowing that dogs can never hate they only love and protect so wut ever you did to it won't matter and isn't as bad as you think it is...

thank god, words of whisdom from Johnny, they always seem to help.

We've all suffered losses, some more than others... all I can say is hold your head up high... I'd be lieing if I said I know how you feel. I don't exactly. But, yeah, I sorta do, I mean, I've suffered a ton of losses... but, yeah. I wish there was something I could do man. I'm here for emotional support...

I'm really sorry about your dog... I had a grandpa die when I was very young. Never really had a dog, so I don't know how it feels. I hope our posts will cheer you up.

yea that really sucks... my grandpa died at the age of 64 and that was in the year 2000... the millenium, wut a good day to die POO Sorry about your dog penguin and i DO know how you feel, when my grandpa died i couldnt even go to his funeral cuz i was in Canada and he was back in Korea... ugh im ashamed of myself.

my dad, all the doctors said he was going to die of a cancer, the odds of him living was something like 2%. I was 4 and 5 years old and I had no idea what was going on. But he pulled through, and Im glad he got Cancer when I was young, and not when I am this age. I would have taken it much harder if I understood what was happening. But I have a very high chance of getting the same Cancer he had now. But all I can do is look forward. And he lived so I am happy.

i'm sorry about your dog Penguin. This is what you get for not believing in the afterlife.

Originally posted by Jamesadin my dad, all the doctors said he was going to die of a cancer, the odds of him living was something like 2%. I was 4 and 5 years old and I had no idea what was going on. But he pulled through, and Im glad he got Cancer when I was young, and not when I am this age. I would have taken it much harder if I understood what was happening. But I have a very high chance of getting the same Cancer he had now. But all I can do is look forward. And he lived so I am happy.

Man I know how the cancer thing is my family has two common dieases (three if you count dumbfucks murdering each other) 1 is just on the female side it's osteoporosis and my mom has it now it has dimmed her life away and the other dieases is a common occurence of brain tumors from what I don't know my aunt just died of this 07/16/01 was the date...

So the way I look at life now is make every day as happy as you can and I try to leave a little piece of me every where I go so I know I will be remembered. Like wiccan said keep your head up every time you take a moment to have a regret or emotional problems there is another day of your life wasted

Chicken STFU thats just fuckin wrong, his beliefs are his beliefs. Man im really sorry about you dog, mine died like 3 days ago.. in a really stupid way but o well here it is, he was chasing a fly and ran into window and busted through it and he bled to death cause we were al gone on vacation and come home to find my dog hangin out my window =( if fucking sucked ass, and mightychicken your just a damn heartless bastard, i dont even care that your a mod, you shoudnt be, anyone like you that says thats what you get, doesnt deserve anything but a fucking bitchslap. I know im prolly gonna get banned for this but i dont care cause id rather be banned and have chicken put in his place and people know what heartless bastard he is then stay on the forums with him... so if im banned l8a yall and penguin i wish you the best of luck with what ever happens.

you won't get banned don't worry about chicken he don't even have access to banning people (nor do any of the other normal mods) but it's good that you decided to comment in this fashion Mightychicken's comment wasn't needed it's like telling someone that it's all there fault when in truth it has nothing to do with that person...
Everyone has there own beliefs and no matter how much faith you have nothing always tends to follow down the road you have chosen