I'm back! I think!

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.

Welcome back shinto. Glad that you found some inspiration in life!

I'm confuzzled.

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.

You should've just asked mantralord if you needed help finding yourself.

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.

Shinto, welcome back man. Also, what the fuck is with the touching each other thing!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?

See ya around man!

Welcome back Shinto.

Welcome back, mate. And I've been that road (hell, Im still in that road). Im suicidal without the balls to carry it out =). So Im just...living life and hoping a bus hits me one day when I cross the street. Anyway, wish ya the best!

Thats sad Ghost . I hope you find osmething to live for.

yea really man i think you need some help

Im suicidal without the balls to carry it out =).

The struggle between wanting to end it and survival instinct. That can be quite annoying. Neither side wanna give up. So which one will win ?
Only time shall tell.

I remember when I realized I wasn't suicidal anymore. I was so ecstatic for weeks. Now it's nulled down to a constant happy feeling. Which is great!

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.

I've been through suicidal tendencies before. In fact, I was that way last week. Only thing that stopped me was when a friend threw himself in front of a train...

It's great 2 c u back man. I hope you're doin better.

Yeah, WB m8.

Although, I don't see why everybody is/was suicidal. Life is good, guys.

Although, I don't see why everybody is/was suicidal. Life is good, guys.

Peopel turn suicidal because they cant handle the situation that life put them in. Its just too much for them to handle and they canna take it anymore. I myself am one of those people. 3 years ago i was suicidal. I was probably one of the most mmentally unstable people youd ever know. WIth the help of therapy and medications i am better now.

Yea why i just spilt my life story i dont know. I guess im just trying to say that there are wways out of htese feelings.

ANd to stay ontopic, hope ya are back for a long, long time shinto

My sister is the strangest suicidal person I know. She wasn't blessed with a whole lot of brains (But damn, she's got one hell of a body.), and continuously talks about how much better life would be without her. She's always saying "I should just kill myself and get it over with!" or "I bet you'd be happy if I died, wouldn't you!?" (Which I wouldn't be.).

The only thing that actually keeps her from committing suicide is the fact that she's horrified of how much it would hurt, or if she would suffer. She has a pain-phobia. Yet, she's also a masochist. She loves to hit her self, because it brings her pleasure. But if the pain is unexpected, she begins to freak out, and eventually black's out completely. It's happened before, and all she did was shut her thumb in the car door for a few seconds.

I've had my whole hand slammed into a door. All I did was cry a little and get over it. A little bit of pain for her and she faints. Unless she's actually inflicting the pain on herself on purpose, and then she enjoys it. And yet she's horrified of death, but wants to die.

I've never been suicidal, personally. My grandparents thought I might be because I kept to myself a lot at one point, and so they made me see a shrink. Feh. Shrinks.

I've had a worse life than my sister, and she knows that. I used to be worried about her when she'd threaten suicide, but now it's just rather annoying. I told her exactly how I would feel if she actually did it, and I nearly cried telling her, and she giggled at me. Giggled!

Bah!


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...Oops...Didn't mean to rant. Sorry.