Peopel turn suicidal because they cant handle the situation that life put them in. Its just too much for them to handle and they canna take it anymore. I myself am one of those people. 3 years ago i was suicidal. I was probably one of the most mmentally unstable people youd ever know. WIth the help of therapy and medications i am better now.

Yea why i just spilt my life story i dont know. I guess im just trying to say that there are wways out of htese feelings.

ANd to stay ontopic, hope ya are back for a long, long time shinto