Why do you go on liveing? Whats the high point in your life? I know alot of you hate thing every now and then, and alot of yall have had crapy ass childhoods. I currently hate life and the only thing that stops me from suicide is that small chance that hell exsist, an suicide is a one way tickit there. My high point in my life as of now is being close to being a senior member of a damned website. I do things that could pssibly kill me, but I allways manage to not get hurt. (makeing a gasoline flamethower out of a leaky supersoaker in a wooden building with about 50 gal. of fuel stored in there, ect..ect..)
SO instead of post how bad your lives are, post what keeps you going, your happy thing.
I've asked Sov to be a rule nazi to this thread, please no uderly useless post such as "plz go kill your self" ect. purposely going off topic.
The idea that I will be going to college, meeting new ppl, eventually move out, get a job, make enough money to afford a trip into space. (I'm not kidding)
I havent killed myself yet coz suicide is the coward's way out....Im not a coward, But if any of you own and rifle I can give you my address and you can come over and shoot me
I use to be a shoe shinner now I sip Aunt Jamima, I go to sleep in Europe and wake back up in China. CLUB 977 The 80's Channel!!!!! -winamp radio is heaven on earth
I really can't think of much positive to say here, but I will try my hardest.
The reason I go on living is for the people around me that care for me, and the fact that I care about how they would feel if I died. I don't want my siblings or friends or my parents or any one else mourning over my death. If I were to die somehow, I'd try my hardest before I died to get some sort of message out to tell the people I care about that I am "in a better place".... or something.
I don't have much on the positive side to say. But I do have SOMETHING: i've met a guy and we might be able to get together some day. Also, I'm becoming semi-popular in school (OMG, WTF? scary) and I've found a reason to back-talk teachers now and I want to experience that. Also, I am so going to distrupt the damned Awards Ceremony this year. This is something I am dreaming of and I know i will do. I'll let you all know how that goes I've also been deemed to be a very sweet guy (i hardly hear that nowadays)
Sometimes I get these visions in my head of my funeral.......weird. But yeah, my life sucks, liftin is the only thing I wake up everyday and look forward to. If my computer could run new games It would be battlefield Vietnam and ut2004 tho. I mean you all guys have it easy coz you were born in the US/CAN , at least you can work and shit. Im not authorized to work in the US and Im still wiating for my green card, every day that passes I give up more hope that it'll come in soon, its been a year and a half since my parents applied for my permanent residence and still nothing, im goign to my senior year in HS and I will have no job, no money and no car and if you do life math you get this
no job=no money
no money= no car
no car= no girl (dont give me that BS that you dont need one)
no girl+no money+no car = sucky life
I've got a rather nice truck (2001 Dodge Quad Cab), It doesn"t help in getting a girl much. I'am too much of a solitary person. I like a good conversation, but dis-like to be around more than 5 people for an extended ammount of time. People in general are idiots and it annoys me.
I have too much to give up. My parents love me and pay for my college tuition. I have two older brothers, whom I would do anything for, and the same goes for them. My friends are one of a kind, and most of them I would do anything for too.
On top of that, I love my life. I love my social life. I love my love life. I love my down time. I have no complaints.
Also:
I want to see SS's of Voll owning blckshdwdragon.
I have already had 2 threesomes.
I'm always intoxicated, and it just reminds me of great times.
Lol. Titus's uber happy post just crushed a good percentage of Zelaron's spirits.
Not mine though... my life kicks ass.
And Kagom, what do you mean you are "looking forward to the experience of back talking teachers"? Also, the fact that you found your soul mate in a member of the same sex revolts me. I need to go make it up to my brain by eating some Chipotle.
I stay alive for love, its something I beleive its worth everything.
I found love actually, the feeling is beyond explaining... this girl I have known forever I have always had this feeling for, but I kept it in not even wanting to understand it because she is 4yrs 3months younger, yeah and im almost 18, so you can see why... i've known her for 6+years... one day we were laying in my bed chilling with everyone and they were asleep and I looked in her eyes and I relized it all, its nuts all I have to say is get out there and try to find it