I don't have to keep tabs, she was openly telling me these things and trying to get me to party with her in Vegas probably because she thought I'd give her money or something.

Hell, back when she was still with Kaneda she was trying to get me to let her come visit me in SLC while I was still with Nikki.

:haha: She sure likes attention.

You killed him ka!

yeah right lol. ka was the least of his worries. He was more focused on the valet guy, drug dealers, customers, friends, girlfriends.... he didn't really show it but the guy that i was looking at for long term life shit, but he was still a part of that too. Craziness. He wanted me to get over it and knew I wouldn't if i could be with him still. And he didn't think he could change anything about himself, because he had already acknowledged what was wrong and it hadn't just changed. Thinking about it wasn't working, ending it did I suppose. For him :/ fml.

Changing oneself is one of the hardest things to do. We are who we are. Learning to live with that is hard enough.

Oh, I disagree. I can change as much as I wanted, give me a day in the library for research. Call my bluff.

That's not changing who you are. That's simply pretense.

No, no, just extreme acting to the point you forget how to act like you did before.

That doesn't happen on a simple trip to a library. And you would have to displace all your short term and long term memories by conditioning, which is nearly impossible.

Oh-hooooo~
I can't wait until we have a Zelaron meet-up in my town. You guys're gonna die, when you see how wrong you are~ <3

There is always.... Inception!