I'm getting old

and I notice it more every day.

Sucks doesn't it?

If your wasting your life then ya Spector it must suck. If you'd stop w/ all the substance abuse and started working on making yourself a better person, you'd be pretty amazed at what life brings you. Up until a certain point age only brings more opportunity, whether you squander that opportunity is up to you.

That can be somewhat true, but I think as part of your life you should consider experiencing different aspect of it, if that may include trying and using different substances, then so be it. It's more like my window of opportunity of changing the world is dwindling away.

Nothing wrong with experimentation. There is something wrong with excessive over use, and using drugs (among many other things) as an escape from your un-satisfying life.

oh shit, burn.

fuck me

How about instead of an escape, it could be viewed as a transition or.. portal into another mindset that isn't available through being sober.

im starting to forget things now

Hahahahaha

im starting to forget things now

you think you know, but you have no idea.

i didnt remember i have
language homework

I know how it is. I'm so low on books at the school library, that I'm actually reading books that AREN'T 200 years old.
My eyes and ears are dying, my legs got all screwed... I just want to earn enough monkey to buy a house and then I'll probably become a monk, or something.

Houses are overrated.

Wasn't trying to burn you Spector. Just saying... it doesn't have to suck.

D3v, I'm a big advocate of using substances to expand your mind, lots of people will have thoughts that may not have occurred to them before. So we have no argument there. I'm saying using ANYTHING can be bad for you in to high of doses and using it to escape your actual mindset can also bad. To much WoW, masturbation, water or drugs... I think we can all agree taking massive amounts of pharmaceuticals (mostly) like Spector, is not mind enhancing.

I mean, personally I don't care what anyone else does. It's all about me baby, meeeeeee.

Ugh~ I wish things weren't bad in large doses... I love sugary things, and I hate to think they'll make me fat one day.

You could essentially eat as much sugar as you wanted and not get fat with enough excersize. Other complications would be bound to happen though.

If your wasting your life then ya Spector it must suck. If you'd stop w/ all the substance abuse and started working on making yourself a better person, you'd be pretty amazed at what life brings you. Up until a certain point age only brings more opportunity, whether you squander that opportunity is up to you.

What utter nonsense. You don't have any choice
in the matter: the human race is full of people
like you who want to make themselves and their
life amount to great achievements. Then you can
say other people have "squandered" their oppor-
tunity. Or, if someone disagrees with you . . .

I feel there is something quite miraculous about being a human being. I see amazing things all the time in nature from all kinds of species and it stuns me, but for them it's just life. From a different perspective the human race could be quite the spectacle.

I'm sure life does look good for us. To the starving cat, outside a buffet, watching us eat mindlessly. That cat truely wishes he was human, that moment.
At the same time, I wish I could kill a mouse and eat it... without being called "weird".

I enjoyed this thought.