Do you Believe?

ok noe this is tough but i do not belive in any god and have been an athiest for a few years but now i have switched to "Faithless Catholisism" because iu do belive in the church structure . it teaches us a lot of things about how to live or lives and what not it also gives people a sense of comunity they can say hey i am a member of this chuurch and someone can agree or dissagee forming a thing to talk about (ex. this thread) but i dont belive in an omnipotent being that watches us andd know what we do and will reward us for good deeds. i did however belive at one tim then i found out there is no santa