Are you lonely?

Actually, I am pretty lonely. I mean, a lot of girls like me and all, it's just they aren't the right ones. It'd be too easy to get some cheap sex with these whores. Granted a lot of them are pretty nice, they are sluts. Recently my ex was wanting to hang out with me and stuff, but she was like "me and sean are more of a boyfriend/girlfriend type. You and I are more of best friend type." I mean, that's not too harsh, but I was miserable for about 2 months because I had no reason why she broke up with me, and when I finally was able to get a hold of her (she was super busy), she said it was because she wouldn't have time for a boyfriend. Now it's summer, I wanted to pursue a relationship, and then BAM, she's with Sean. Sean's an ok guy, hung out with him a few times and all, but I just hate him for taking her. She's a real good girl too. There are a few other good girls that I know, and I'm good friends with them. A lot of them are just afraid to do anything, and I'm pretty sure one of them likes me, but it's so damn hard to tell. Life's a bitch, fuck it and run.

Also, I'm feeling almost rejected by my best friend. It's been a week since I've seen him, and I've called him about 3 times, and he didn't return anything. He's my drinking buddy, we do shit together, and I trust him with a lot of things. It just seems we have way different views on life. He's the one who does so many drugs, and hangs out with his druggie friends a lot more than me. Maybe he's just busy with work and shit, I dunno. His brother is real cool shit, I talked to him and he said he had just dropped my buddy at my house a few minutes ago (yesterday). And so I was thinking what the fuck. I only have a couple of good friends in town here, the rest are the sluts and some other alright friends. I just don't know what to do.

Hah, no.

I live alone but friends help me get through the day. I can talk to them about anything usually, and they have common sense to not be retarded.

Girls? I guess I have my eyes on a few at school, but they are nothing I would do something about.

I think you only feel loneliness if you let yourself sink into that whirlpool of depression, just don't think about it, get to know the people around you and I'm sure you'll be able to find people like you, who you'll be able to share your feelings with and have a great time.

To a certain degree. I'd like a girlfriend, but more for company than anything else. Not necessarily for sex, not necessarily for a serious relationship. Just someone to have fun with.

I won't have sex with a girl unless I've got some amount of emotional attachment to her. I'm not a douchebag that just sleeps with anything that walks through the door. On the other hand, I can't think of anything I'd be less interested in having right now than a 100% committed, serious-as-hell relationship. I've got too much other shit to worry about these days without throwing a needy girlfriend on top of the pile.

However, I can currently do without. I've got enough people around me at all times, making it so that every spare second I can dig up for myself is like buried gold to me. I like being alone for a certain percentage of my day, and recently I haven't really been getting the amount of solitude I'm normally used to.

To a certain degree. I'd like a girlfriend, but more for company than anything else. Not necessarily for sex, not necessarily for a serious relationship. Just someone to have fun with. I won't have sex with a girl unless I've got some amount of emotional attachment to her. I'm not a douchebag that just sleeps with anything that walks through the door. On the other hand, I can't think of anything I'd be less interested in having right now than a 100% committed, serious-as-hell relationship. I've got too much other shit to worry about these days without throwing a needy girlfriend on top of the pile. However, I can currently do without. I've got enough people around me at all times, making it so that every spare second I can dig up for myself is like buried gold to me. I like being alone for a certain percentage of my day, and recently I haven't really been getting the amount of solitude I'm normally used to.

So, how's that hermit shell treating you Raziel?