Life's looking up again.

Goddamn it feels good to be me right now. I'm graduating from my school. That's four whole fucking years of angst and drama being left behind. The only regret I have is I wasn't more social and that I'll be leaving all my friends behind. But hey, a better life is ahead methinks.

The guy I want to move in with FINALLY has a job. Sweet, right? Maybe next we'll get a place of our own. Cross your fingers. Monkeys are funny. I can taste purple.

I'm going to Canada in June with my ex (hoping to). He's going to be meeting his real mother for the first time since he was very little. It's an exciting chapter in his life and I'm honored I'll be able to be apart of it, though I am the alternative (his boyfriend was in a car accident and is immobile for two months. Ouch, right?).

I"m being interviewed for something!!!!!!!! Sweet I'm being interviewed by a friend's mother about being gay in a Catholic school. Should prove to be fairly interesting.

Finally...freedom. I'm leaving my mom behind in a couple of months for school and the start of a new life. I can't help but feel like saying "Finally." I love my mom and I think, despite all the differences and fighting we've done, I wouldn't trade her for the world, but I want to be free from her. I want to experience life. I know there are hardships and pain ahead. I know I can't be prepared for everything. I know I don't know everything. I've conveyed that, like Socrates claimed, I know nothing. You learn by experiencing life. I'm ready to do that. Hardships or an easy time. Sorrow or happiness. I'm ready, I think.

Anyways, commentary or anything?

You live a strange life. *shrug*

It sucks that you are persecuted for your sexual preferences.

You live a strange life. *shrug* It sucks that you are persecuted for your sexual preferences.

Yeah man but what can you do about it? he chooses to have penis in the butt.

Homosexuality and the roman catholic church!? That's the first time I've heard those two mentioned in the same sentence! el oh el.

Never heard of gay priests?

But they're Protestant, ain't they?

I was being sarcastic. For money you should whore yourself out, Kagom.

The only persecution I get is from my mom. I've been well accepted otherwise and I'm quite thankful for that.

The only persecution I get is from my mom. I've been well accepted otherwise and I'm quite thankful for that.

There's something funny in that statement.

Anyway, I had the impression that you were looked down upon at school.

Just by some people (the priests). As a whole, the teachers don't know save for a few and the ones that do are cool with it (considering we have three gay teachers and a lesbian teacher).

Also, no trip to Canada. Can't afford it now. Need money for rent/deposit.