Are you lonely?

Yep... it's bullshit.

no i actually like being alone most of the time. I find i have my best thoughts and ideas when i just hang out by myself. If i do have a craving for social interaction i can just call up some friends and we do things together so i am not completely alone.

I just find that i like myself a whole lot better if I am by myself because then i dont have to "show off" for any girls or act like a complete ass to fit in with other people. I am ME and I enjoy being me. Think about it for a minute if you are not hanging out with your friends dont you act alot different? I am all about being me, meaning that i try to act like myself but i catch my self doing things that i would not normally do when i hang out with my friends. Which is both good and bad. Good in the sense that i am trying new and different things, broadining my horizons. Bad in the sense that what we do is not always "legal" and i would probably not be doing it if i was not with other people.

I have had some girlfriends, I really liked this one girl but I think she just liked me for my body or something, she was hot and I really wanted to make things work so I took her "shit" you could say. But I'm glad that's over.