Well... I feel shitty.

Ugh.. First loves are the worst ones. The pain incurred from a break up is far beyond any other feelings you could ever imagine having. Nothing wrong with having strong feelings and being a human in shitty circumstances. If you don't cry after a first love break up, it probably wasn't real love, unless you are just a normally cold-hearted individual.

Anyway, first break ups usually don't last too long, especially in cases where neither person is really at any significant fault. Time apart may be the best thing right now. I'm sure everything will work out for you bud. Take it easy, and keep venting if need be.