Do You Believe...? -- 2 --

Oh god is a phrase...which i have used my whole life and i don't plan to stop using it. I dont literally mean Oh god, just used as a phrase...same thing as goddamn it. When u say that r u really damning something? And i dont chose not 2 believe. Believe me if it was my choice id be religious simply cause life'd be easier for me. It's not a choice i make to not believe...i just cant w/o proof. Faith in something that I have never ever been acquainted with is pointless 2 me...no offense 2 ne1 whatsoever but thats how i see it. Those of you who claim to have met god or seen god or seen him work his miracles good 4 u...im happy 4 u...i wish i could do the same thing. There was a time when i really really tried 2 believe in god. I would pray and crap...but then i was like this is pretty foolish because to me there is no proof in the world that god exists. It would be like me praying 2 zordon from the power rangers or something...its all the same 2 me. Only difference between the 2 is a lot more ppl believe in god...lol...but not 1 person that believes including my parents has convinced me there is a god.