It gets better after the funeral, trust me. The funeral is pretty fucking bad, my dad's funeral was the worst day of my life. Everyone throwing fake words at you like "i will always be there for you." and "if you need anything, then come to me." Most of them could care less about you or the person who died. Well, good luck.
Yes it did... and now we're fine, I didn't have cable for like 1 1/2 weeks. But things are getting back to normal... bigger place, and soon new house (4months). We've rebought almost everything, and no, we didn't have renters insurance. Wasn't there a post about this somewhere?
Well... happens a lot here, except teens dont need to get drunk, they get a little too confident in their huge Dodge Rams and end up sliding off the road and crashing into a tree... notice that in a freeway accident you will always hit the only tree for miles...
Fuck... I am not even sad for myself. I am sad for my 6 year old younger cousin, who lost the man he idolizes. Not his dead beat father, his only brother. I am sad for my uncle who lost his first real "son", even though they aren't related by blood.