What can I do?

What can i do to draw more positive attention to myself at school?

Everyday i go to school do work and dont sociallize w/ barely anyone. I am not a bad person it's just that since i am not in any little group i am not really heard out or listened to. I sometimes feel like I'm on the verge of suicide but refuse to go that far. I want to go to school and be ,ore noticed and meet more people. I sit on this comp. ALL DAMN DAY and play games and complain. I want my life to start i am almost 17. I am in my prime i gotta have fun b4 my childhood ends.

So can somebody please input positive info and tell me how i can get on my feet.

PS. I realize how desperate and whiny this sounds but i can not get help anywhere else w/o a shrink and i dont want think of this problem as that bad.