I really feel bad for you man, but reading about this makes me feel sick,i dont mean to be rude but you sound a lot like my father, wants to get a job and thinks he is doing the right thing by sitting at home and looking after the kids, but he isnt. I don't mean to sound rude or insensitive but if you had the ambition to make money you would, life is survival of the fittest. My mother left her former 2 husbands because they sat on there ass while she made 70 k a year... I know you may not be a dead beat and think what you are doing is really for the best, but like what people said get a job man work at no frills get some sort of income no matter how low of a job it is atleast you will be getting money and any money is good then none.

Just my 2 cents, also you finish school?