Heh, I've honestly never had suicidal thoughts. I am comfortable with dealing with everything life throws at me. I know people care about me, and that feels good. I actually had a really close friend of mine tell me she was contemplating suicide at my party over the weekend. We had a really good, long talk, and I think I hit her with some good points that would deter her, but then again, I'm not positive if she was just playing along with the conversation or not. I don't think she was, but who knows anymore...