http://zelaron.com/forum/showthread....ghlight=Thread

Much of my drug experiences are here much like you have done in this thread. Very good read this thread.

You do so much drugs for a reason. I believe is what Grav is trying to say... Although the cup? Who knows if it's his typical Mantra-esque bullshit.
Most people that abuse drugs so much are trying to escape either the past or a current situation. You must be unhappy for a reason. I don't see this level of use happening from the "gateway" theory.