Well i didnt put him on the birth certerifcate so i couldnt do it legally unless i went through someone who would pay for a paternity test. To get medicaid insurance i couldn't say he was the dad cuz we would make too much money...so i said i didn't know who the dad was. And plus, if he gives me child support then he gets "rights" to her...and when she's older he wants to take her for like a couple hours or a weekend or w/e and HELL NO. I'm not going to raise her when she's this little and then when he wants her let him take her. I don't think I'll ever let him be alone w/her...no matter how old she is. Plus i dont think that he'll even be around in a couple months, let alone long enough for her to know/think he's her dad.

It does suck that our sex life is so good....its like he can just look at me and im like "hmmm....". I def. need to get stronger when im around him before I'm allowed to have sex again...or I'll end up in a bigger mess. It's like I'm fine at first when he starts sayin' stuff in reference to sex...but after like the third or fourth thing he says im like "yea, it does sound nice...." and then he just knows ALL my turn ons cuz its been so freaking long. UGH. Not to mention he has a girl, so every look we even give each other is wrong.

Oh, and the boob thing...yea you give her what she wants and your good :P. lol. I'm pretty sure that's all she thinks about....well now she knows my voice and she'll stare at me when im talking to her so maybe she's starting to know me and not my boobs haha.

Your fucking stupid