No, you didnt suggest it to me, i suggested it to you, i would be thrilled to help with the procedure, pay for it or whatever. I kind of hope that you get some crazy disease and die lonely. I do however, enjoy the fact that all the posts are pretty much "for" me. And i guess that all the sex and the city's, the louis vuitton purses, the shoes are a nice try to win a relationship back, but its gonna take some trust. And if you dont make some changes in your lifestyle (like where you live, who you see...etc) then your gonna have to just give it up. I know that you like to be descrete about what you do, but in my state of mind, I either know everything, or I want nothing to do with you anymore. Its a shame you had all of my trust and blew it, because you'll never fully have it again.