well today after work she had a doctors appointment cuz she is really ill, so i went with her... right when i got there she tried to kiss me. i guess she realized i wasnt going to, and acted like it was a "habital mistake"... then invites me over to her house, so i go and she's getting really close... i said i need a shower, and she told me to take one and i was like i dont want to take one at your house while your just sitting around. she says "you wouldnt be a lone"..... wtf, she needs to make up her mind. i left and told her, we cant see each other till she figures shit out