Up until when I lost her recently, I thought it might be naive, but when we broke up I pretty much only existed because of the hope that we might get back together. I didn't really know what I had until I lost it, and she felt the same way. I know for 100% fact that I want to spend my life with her. Some people say we're silly and it will never work out and such, but I really don't care what they think, nobody would be able to understand it unless they went through it like we did and they didn't. Hope that makes sense.