I think recently I've been trying to be more polished than I actually am. So now there are people who look up to me as some sort of messiah figure, when I'm not all that great. So I'm going to turn it down a notch or two back to my 'regular' behavior.

I used to act similarly to you. As in, silly with friends, mature around others. Now I'm half and half, but the same with both types of people. More balanced, I guess.