Thats why im having second thoughts.

Oh and KR, trust me, I can forgive her for making a stupid decision but its not like she asked just once, she had her friend call me, she told me how stupid she was, and how she wishes it never would have happened, if it wasnt for her saying that if she could she would 'go back' and change it i wouldnt have even considered getting back with her because well just to be blunt, I believe that her reason was a bs reason too. Im just trying my best to feel the same way for her but we arent trying hard enough obviously becuase I feel the same way. oh well whats done is done and if she wants to break up any time soon or even int he future im fine with that we are goign to go out to the movies this week or weekend and we'll see how it goes from there