LOOK I'M NOT HAVING SEX DAMN...IF YOU ONLY KNEW...IF YOU ONLY FUCKING KNEW...The things I want to have in life need for me not to be in a serious relationship...Chris is the only guy I ever loved...I don't even know what love is, I just know about this one feeling I have for this one person...look I still love Chris honestly! but I have to be an adult (that of which most of you are not...) I have to be able to cut this off and go one with what I want in life...and if it were ment to be then we'll find eachother again and life will be good...but I've missed out of four of the best years of my life and I want to have fun....god I'm just ranting, but this really pisses me off...not Chris, but the dumbass remarks about me...Sleeping w/ someone else!! wtf...Thanks Titus for not thinking I'm a slut now! wow...fuck you guys...

"The belonging you seek is not behind you, it's ahead."
--Maz Kanata