Unfortunately for you, you will never see that day. Survival is best measured by one's intelligence, intuitiveness(spelling?), creativity, and adaptability. You posess no such skills, some may even be in the negatives!

You're a coward. You always will be a coward. Stop trying to find ways to obleviate that, just sit there at your computer desk and watch your life fly by and your death smack you in the face.

Maybe tonight we'll fly so far away... We'll be lost before the dawn...