One day you will find a reason to have spritual interest but untill that day you need to quit pondering over the reason why because the time wasted on pondering why there might be a chance that you find your own little reason be it a girl interest or anything else, every person must strive to reach there own decision of why life is worth living or there own thoughts about there spirtual beliefs

don't waste your time pondering just have faith and believe in what you never have before because it really don't matter untill something hits (no matter how much you believe or your lack of believing no one knows for sure) so just believe in what you hope is the truth and find reasons to support your claim (why live in pure truth if that truth is all dim)