bleh

[talentedhamster]

things have really started to go downhill. Like, everything. I don't want to say completely here but, I'm really scared and I'm just always upset. If someone doesn't mind talking, it would be really apreciated.

[Willkillforfood]

Does this involve your boyfriend?

[talentedhamster]

nope.

[Thanatos]

Why are you scared..?

[Kaneda]

If it doesn't concern a partner, it must be a father/family issue.

[HandOfHeaven]

Life began turning really shitty for you early on, or what? I know you said everything is going wrong, but is it a multiple number of big things making it shitty or just a bunch of little stuff? Both are equally annoying.
No one should have to live in fear and be upset all the time; you must be miserable.

[talentedhamster]

its some big shit and alot of little shit. its like the only time i feel somewhat better is if i just get away from everything and wander the streets for a while, which probably isn't good.

[Demosthenes]

its some big shit

IT'S A BIIIIIIIIIIG SHIT!

http://www.soulpix.com/animals/mantis/praying_mantis.jpg

[talentedhamster]

that picture is going to haunt my dreams for a while now. thank you.

[Grav]

He's partly crouched behind the leaf, as if waiting to strike.

[HandOfHeaven]

That sucks. Usually when shit isn't going right for me I just hike out in the woods, and most of the time take a friend along and we just smoke a bunch. Either way, the hike is a good release from pressures in life, you just get to relax and take everything in. Thinking it over there is a lot easier too. Just a thought, though your street walking may not be too good.

[Grav]

Maybe he's just shy.

[HandOfHeaven]

That's creepy...funny, but weird.

[talentedhamster]

actually, our streets are probably a shit load safer then the nearest woods.

[talentedhamster]

and it's times like these where things get really bad and theres no one. i try talking to poeple and they could care less and it just makes things so much worse

[HandOfHeaven]

Well if you want to talk about that stuff I'm available for a little while. PM me if you would like, you seem to be struggling with shit.

[Demosthenes]

and it's times like these where things get really bad and theres no one. i try talking to poeple and they could care less and it just makes things so much worse

While I'm sure a lot of us can give you good advice, you can't really expect people over the internet who don't even really know your internet persona to care much. Except HoH. :-p

Plus, you can't always trust the advice you get here. For instance, I tried taking the route you're taking when I was younger and talking to a member here. He was an old-school member named Kuja. In the end he just tried to convince me that Hentai was better than regular porn.

[talentedhamster]

i just need someone i really dont care who its just so messed up

[Demosthenes]

i just need someone i really dont care who its just so messed up

Get a white friend.

[-Spector-]

Mj is racist :-X