-Spector-
2007-08-13, 07:12 PM
So what to do...
With all the shit I'm in, and the restrictions I have, I'm not looking forward to the upcoming school year at all... I'm going to have no time for my girlfriend, no time for myself, and just a fuckload of work.
I work 2nd shift at my job fixing computers and what not, making good money but the hours are killing me. 3:30 - Midnight, Monday through Friday.
I have a 9 PM curfew set by the court, unless I'm working, so my weekends are sorta shot.
I'll be in college this year, but since I'm not aloud to leave the state, and not aloud to live anywhere but with my parents, I had to go to a local community college, doing about 16 hours a week of school.
My girlfriend is still in highschool, and will be in school until 2:45 everyday.
I have a restricted license so I can't pick her up, and I have to be at work by 3:30, so I wont be able to see her during the week at all. She's playing volleyball which will sometimes have tournaments on the weekends, so half of the time I wont be able to see her on the weekends either...
I already hate having a 2nd shift job, and im not sure how im going to balance it with school also... Plus with not being able to see my girlfriend, im getting very discouraged..
She's also going to be going to all those high school events and i'm somewhat jealous... I also have a very hard time trusting people, and im REALLY trying to trust her, but after my last relationship its very hard... (Girlfriend cheated on me with my best friend, and they're currently dating)
Any suggestions? I know, stop getting in trouble, which I'm working on.. but any others?
With all the shit I'm in, and the restrictions I have, I'm not looking forward to the upcoming school year at all... I'm going to have no time for my girlfriend, no time for myself, and just a fuckload of work.
I work 2nd shift at my job fixing computers and what not, making good money but the hours are killing me. 3:30 - Midnight, Monday through Friday.
I have a 9 PM curfew set by the court, unless I'm working, so my weekends are sorta shot.
I'll be in college this year, but since I'm not aloud to leave the state, and not aloud to live anywhere but with my parents, I had to go to a local community college, doing about 16 hours a week of school.
My girlfriend is still in highschool, and will be in school until 2:45 everyday.
I have a restricted license so I can't pick her up, and I have to be at work by 3:30, so I wont be able to see her during the week at all. She's playing volleyball which will sometimes have tournaments on the weekends, so half of the time I wont be able to see her on the weekends either...
I already hate having a 2nd shift job, and im not sure how im going to balance it with school also... Plus with not being able to see my girlfriend, im getting very discouraged..
She's also going to be going to all those high school events and i'm somewhat jealous... I also have a very hard time trusting people, and im REALLY trying to trust her, but after my last relationship its very hard... (Girlfriend cheated on me with my best friend, and they're currently dating)
Any suggestions? I know, stop getting in trouble, which I'm working on.. but any others?