Penny_Bags
2005-06-13, 09:39 PM
Well, to put it bluntly... I am pretty crazy. I have some ridiculous thoughts, feelings, sentiments, imaginings, and images going through my head all of the time. I have a shit load of inner conflict, and none of it is really noticed by my peers. When I get really down about somethings, particularly parents, or girls, or friends... I just close my eyes.... and envision "zooming out". Just zoom out so far... so you just picture galaxies. Now where are you? Look how fucking small we are. Our human existence and our piddly emotions mean jack shit. I try to realize that if I am feeling an emotion, it's because my brain is causing it... and I control it or harness it. I often harness it into creating music, or just by beating the shit out of a wall. The point is... we are small.
The reason I am saying this, is because people often go off the deep end. They often let their problems feed off of each other, and get so caught up, they make big mistakes. Take time. Be reflective. Transcend. Become more than human. Don't hurt yourself, and don't hurt others or your relationships with them because of stupid reasons. Take time and think, I don't need some of this emotion, "I am small". Be bigger.
The reason I am saying this, is because people often go off the deep end. They often let their problems feed off of each other, and get so caught up, they make big mistakes. Take time. Be reflective. Transcend. Become more than human. Don't hurt yourself, and don't hurt others or your relationships with them because of stupid reasons. Take time and think, I don't need some of this emotion, "I am small". Be bigger.