Reason for life?

[‡AC‡]

Why do you go on liveing? Whats the high point in your life? I know alot of you hate thing every now and then, and alot of yall have had crapy ass childhoods. I currently hate life and the only thing that stops me from suicide is that small chance that hell exsist, an suicide is a one way tickit there. My high point in my life as of now is being close to being a senior member of a damned website. I do things that could pssibly kill me, but I allways manage to not get hurt. (makeing a gasoline flamethower out of a leaky supersoaker in a wooden building with about 50 gal. of fuel stored in there, ect..ect..)

SO instead of post how bad your lives are, post what keeps you going, your happy thing.

I've asked Sov to be a rule nazi to this thread, please no uderly useless post such as "plz go kill your self" ect. purposely going off topic.

[Vollstrecker]

I've got my girlfriend, and a horribly addictive video game that has yet to release me from its clutches.

I can't die until I pwn blckshdwdragon BADLY. ^_^ So, I'll likely live to a ripe, old age...

[undeadzombieguy]

The idea that I will be going to college, meeting new ppl, eventually move out, get a job, make enough money to afford a trip into space. (I'm not kidding)

[Shining Knights]

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.

[Hades-Knight]

I havent killed myself yet coz suicide is the coward's way out....Im not a coward, But if any of you own and rifle I can give you my address and you can come over and shoot me ^^

[!King_Amazon!]

Revenge, girlfriend, gaming, family, yet to take over the world, must further show The1 is a moron.

[zagggon]

Have not had a threesom yet :(

[Sovereign]

I'm usually too intoxicated to kill myself. But, every time I get those thoughts, I just remember, things will get better.

[Penny_Bags]

I really can't think of much positive to say here, but I will try my hardest.

The reason I go on living is for the people around me that care for me, and the fact that I care about how they would feel if I died. I don't want my siblings or friends or my parents or any one else mourning over my death. If I were to die somehow, I'd try my hardest before I died to get some sort of message out to tell the people I care about that I am "in a better place".... or something.

Gtg foos.

[KagomJack]

I don't have much on the positive side to say. But I do have SOMETHING: i've met a guy and we might be able to get together some day. Also, I'm becoming semi-popular in school (OMG, WTF? scary) and I've found a reason to back-talk teachers now and I want to experience that. Also, I am so going to distrupt the damned Awards Ceremony this year. This is something I am dreaming of and I know i will do. I'll let you all know how that goes :D I've also been deemed to be a very sweet guy (i hardly hear that nowadays)

[kockblocker1]

Sounds like you need a vacation. Go to vegas and have some fun.

[Hades-Knight]

Sometimes I get these visions in my head of my funeral.......weird. But yeah, my life sucks, liftin is the only thing I wake up everyday and look forward to. If my computer could run new games It would be battlefield Vietnam and ut2004 tho. I mean you all guys have it easy coz you were born in the US/CAN , at least you can work and shit. Im not authorized to work in the US and Im still wiating for my green card, every day that passes I give up more hope that it'll come in soon, its been a year and a half since my parents applied for my permanent residence and still nothing, im goign to my senior year in HS and I will have no job, no money and no car and if you do life math you get this

no job=no money
no money= no car
no car= no girl (dont give me that BS that you dont need one)
no girl+no money+no car = sucky life


class is over gg, see you tomorrow.


bitches

[KagomJack]

you know, I wouldn't mind giving you some money to help out for a bit, H-K.

Also, for me, I've got this great idea for a book...I want to see it through.

[‡AC‡]

I've got a rather nice truck (2001 Dodge Quad Cab), It doesn"t help in getting a girl much. I'am too much of a solitary person. I like a good conversation, but dis-like to be around more than 5 people for an extended ammount of time. People in general are idiots and it annoys me.

[Titusfied]

I have too much to give up. My parents love me and pay for my college tuition. I have two older brothers, whom I would do anything for, and the same goes for them. My friends are one of a kind, and most of them I would do anything for too.

On top of that, I love my life. I love my social life. I love my love life. I love my down time. I have no complaints.

Also:

I want to see SS's of Voll owning blckshdwdragon.
I have already had 2 threesomes.
I'm always intoxicated, and it just reminds me of great times.

[Slim]

You're going to make 3/4 of zelaron simultaneously commit suicide. Dear god stop!!

[badboy]

But if any of you own and rifle I can give you my address and you can come over and shoot me ^^

I own a rifle, I own many guns. Please, I like to kill things.

[platnum]

The upcomming release of Diablo 3 keeps me going.

[Penny_Bags]

Lol. Titus's uber happy post just crushed a good percentage of Zelaron's spirits.

Not mine though... my life kicks ass.

And Kagom, what do you mean you are "looking forward to the experience of back talking teachers"? Also, the fact that you found your soul mate in a member of the same sex revolts me. I need to go make it up to my brain by eating some Chipotle.

[Acer]

I stay alive for love, its something I beleive its worth everything.

I found love actually, the feeling is beyond explaining... this girl I have known forever I have always had this feeling for, but I kept it in not even wanting to understand it because she is 4yrs 3months younger, yeah and im almost 18, so you can see why... i've known her for 6+years... one day we were laying in my bed chilling with everyone and they were asleep and I looked in her eyes and I relized it all, its nuts all I have to say is get out there and try to find it

[Chruser]

"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."

I'm too much in love with life to end it. Life works a bit like the genius of the hole, as described in Max Payne 2. "No matter how long you climb to get out, you can always fall back down in an instant." And frankly, you're prone to fall at some point. Over and over again. But life goes on, and so shall I. There's always a tomorrow when things always are a LITTLE better than the day before at the very least.

[osmoses-jones]

my religion, my family, my friend, video games.
becoming game designer for squaresoft japan live in japan and have a wife and about 12 shildren
wait for my games rpg gamers in future
just 4 more year and i am out to japan
1 year to finish they damn high school
2 year for itt tech
1 year to get some money and sending letter or application to squaresotf

that what kept me going all this years

[Thanatos]

Everything keeps me going. I've never once thought about suicide. Never. I wake up in the morning thinking about what I'm going to do for the day.

Most of the time, I head over to my girlfriend's house and talk/relax with her. She is the joy of my life. I just know I'm going to get married to her one day. Hell, if I was out of college, I'd marry her right now.

School keeps me going. As rediculous as that sounds, I like school. It keeps me busy. I'm ranked 21 right now going into my senior year and I really want top 20. I'll get there, hopefully.

My family/friends keep me going. I have an awesome family(except for my step-mom, the bitch). They care for me and I care for them. I have awesome friends. They introduced me to a whole lot of illegal stuff and I'm not sure wether to thank them or hate them for that. Anyway, I hang out with them all the time.

Basketball keeps me going. I freaking love basketball. WNBA, NBA, NBDL, Streeball, And 1, Olympic basketball, you name it, I've seen it. I play basketball everyday. I used to be horrible, but now I'm a lot better. I plan on getting in some sport center leagues.

Anyways, those are the things I look forward to. Life rules.

[Penny_Bags]

Everything keeps me going. I've never once thought about suicide. Never. I wake up in the morning thinking about what I'm going to do for the day..........
............Life rules. Same with me. Rock on.

[Hades-Knight]

you know, I wouldn't mind giving you some money to help out for a bit, H-K.

Also, for me, I've got this great idea for a book...I want to see it through.


Do you have a video card that you dont use around? that'd help more than money.......or I could buy the card w/ money ^^

[Ganga]

Try everything in the world that will make me happy, so far, i tried sex, alcohol, yet to dry drug and much much more.

[Titusfied]

You're still on that video card thing.. Holy sweet merciful crap!!

http://www.zelaron.com/forum/showthread.php?t=24538
http://www.zelaron.com/forum/showthread.php?t=21084

[‡AC‡]

You could whore yourself out to 100 fat chicks for 50 bucks a peice, or 50 really fat chicks for 1000 bucks a peice... WHAT


Fat chicks need love too.


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[Penny_Bags]

Lol, he really could, it would work too.

I miss all that is Rico GP.

[-Spector-]

Lets see...Life
I keep going because of my music, games, friends, religon...and my computer
If i lost my computer i would go crazy, i would walk out of my house and maybe come back 4 days late...only because i would be terribly hungry.
My friends mean alot to me...even though i keep trying to help one that is drug-addicted yet it seems to be failing.
My parents.....I can't stand them. They are WAY to controlling and protective. My dad yells 24/7 and its usually because he's cussing at me for some bullshit reason. I HATE and i mean HATE school. FUCK SCHOOL I HOPE IT BURNS.
My siblings....Fuck them
uh lets see- I also love my dog shes the kewlest thing that lives in my house. When she dies..(which is gonna be soon shes old) im gonna be so pissed off, and someone is gonna feel it with my fist.

Other than that...not much keeps me goin. I get depressed alot and think about suicide alot then....

Oh well thats why

[Penny_Bags]

You can't go hurting people because a dog dies of old age, that's ridiculous. However sad it is...

My grandma and close cousin have died this year, I didn't go jacking people in the face.

[-Spector-]

how close were they to you, i bet you would if it was your mom/dad/bestfriend/gf

[Penny_Bags]

Edit- I took out the angry parts, no need to try and hurt people's "feelings"... basically I was very close to my cousin.

[Thanatos]

One of my bestfriends ODed on morphine about 5 months ago. I about lost it, but I kept my cool man. I just went on a tyrade about how drugs are bad.

[Penny_Bags]

Everything happens for a reason... be that reason a good one or a bad one.

[D3V]

We're all going to die December 12, 2021. I'm going to live my life to the fullest up till that point. And if I'm still alive after the destruction, I will start-a-new and begin over, as will we all.

[‡AC‡]

We're all going to die December 12, 2021. I'm going to live my life to the fullest up till that point. And if I'm still alive after the destruction, I will start-a-new and begin over, as will we all.
I thought that calender ended on 2012.?..>???