Depressed and Angry

[Penny_Bags]

(title) Yes. I am.

Fucking world....

My cousin was in a car wreck yesterday... he didn't make it.

BULLSHIT. I don't know what to think, what to do, how to handle this. Yes, I was close to him.

He wasn't even driving. He was the passenger, and their car got cut off. Only one person... out of about ten was even HURT. And it was him... he was a great kid... 18 years old, senior in highschool.. fuck. I can't handle this





Also... if anyone, and I mean anyone even dares to make a SMARTASS comment, or some STUPID moron shit like that... I WILL hunt them down, and FUCK them up... I am not even half kidding.

[Demosthenes]

Sorry to hear that man. It sucks when shit like this happens to good people. I hope you feel better man. Again, sorry to hear that.

[Penny_Bags]

Yeah, well.....

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....... =/

[platnum]

sorry man, but dont go and do something dumb. Im sure he would want you to live a happy and fufilling(sp?) life.

[HandOfHeaven]

Life's a bitch. And just quoting a sign behind a bar downtown, "Shit happens"

[Eddie_Perez]

(edited by James)
No.

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Life's a bitch.

And then you die

[Penny_Bags]

Yeah... I'm glad whatever eddie said was edited... had I found out that it was smartassy... there would be some very dead mexicans.

[Raziel]

Sorry to hear about this, Penny. That's absolutely horrible.

[Sovereign]

A loss of a loved one or family can be a devistating ordeal. I wish you the best of luck in coping with this, and im sorry that it had to have happened to you.

[Penny_Bags]

Thanks sov, raz, and the rest... his funeral is on tuesday :(

Wow... I'm going to absolutely break down there.

[Titusfied]

That sucks dude. I recently had a friend of mine die in a car accident, but she was drinking and driving... :(

The funeral is the worst part, but after that, it slowly gets better. Keep your head up dude, and remember the good times.

[Chruser]

Bad things happen to the best of us when you least expect it. Do you believe in fate?

[Eddie_Perez]

(edited by James)
No.
Yes, it is.

[Thanatos]

I know how you feel, man. One of my closest friends died from overdose just this last week. Our high school has experienced 2 deaths in 4 months. =(

[khwiii]

(title) Yes. I am.

Fucking world....

My cousin was in a car wreck yesterday... he didn't make it.

BULLSHIT. I don't know what to think, what to do, how to handle this. Yes, I was close to him.

He wasn't even driving. He was the passenger, and their car got cut off. Only one person... out of about ten was even HURT. And it was him... he was a great kid... 18 years old, senior in highschool.. fuck. I can't handle this

I'm sorry for your loss. Life is in no way fair. :(

Where did it happen?

[Luhizot]

I know how u feel man
I lost a very close friend 2 years ago.

Im very sorry :(

[Shining Knights]

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.

[Penny_Bags]

I'm sorry for your loss. Life is in no way fair. :(

Where did it happen? It happened on 71 i think... on the way to Cleveland for a State Championship wrestling meet/match or whatever... his name is Andy Ramsey, he went to Reading Highschool... Elder Highschool's head football coach's son, so its around the news a lot :(

Thanks for the input titus, chruser, and shinto. Sorry to hear about the losses some of you guys have experience too... life sucks.

It isn't that I am sorry for myself... but for his family... his 6 year old brother doesn't know yet, and my older cousin was like his role model. He did everything he did and loved him so much..


GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAHHHH I'm fucking angry :mad:

[Eddie_Perez]

Do you seek pity on these forums? Just wondering...

[platnum]

Is eddie_perez's heart 2 sizes too small?


It gets better after the funeral, trust me. The funeral is pretty fucking bad, my dad's funeral was the worst day of my life. Everyone throwing fake words at you like "i will always be there for you." and "if you need anything, then come to me." Most of them could care less about you or the person who died. Well, good luck.

[HandOfHeaven]

Yeah. You can really only count on family, and those friends you've known for awhile. You'll get through this, even though it sucks soo much.

[Grav]

I still see her, and still know shes around, in spirit forum...

.................

[Hades-Knight]

eddie didnt ur shit burn down or something????

[Eddie_Perez]

Yes, I'm just wondering if he seeks pity in these forums... I'm just wondering. We all want everyone to feel sorry for us.

[Hades-Knight]

Yes, I'm just wondering if he seeks pity in these forums... I'm just wondering. We all want everyone to feel sorry for us.


Didnt your building burn down??? what happened to you? how are you visiting zela now? etc

[platnum]

His computer is 1337.

[Thanatos]

O M F G.

Another senior in our HS has died this year. That's 3 seniors in 5 months. WTF is happening over here!?

One died from car crash(was drunk and taking Oxycotin)
One died from overdose
One died from car crash(not on anything)

This is freaking crazy.. I feel so bad.

[Eddie_Perez]

Yes it did... and now we're fine, I didn't have cable for like 1 1/2 weeks. But things are getting back to normal... bigger place, and soon new house (4months). We've rebought almost everything, and no, we didn't have renters insurance. Wasn't there a post about this somewhere?

[Eddie_Perez]

Well... happens a lot here, except teens dont need to get drunk, they get a little too confident in their huge Dodge Rams and end up sliding off the road and crashing into a tree... notice that in a freeway accident you will always hit the only tree for miles...

[Penny_Bags]

I seek no pity for myself...

Fuck... I am not even sad for myself. I am sad for my 6 year old younger cousin, who lost the man he idolizes. Not his dead beat father, his only brother. I am sad for my uncle who lost his first real "son", even though they aren't related by blood.

So no asshole.